I sit in Madison Square Park for the first time in a long time. A visit to my old office this afternoon has me meandering around the shadows of my life almost five years ago.
I sit on a bench overlooking the Hudson River in Fort Tryon Park and close my book about writing, objectively one of the most embarrassing things you could possibly choose to read in public.
It’s nearly one in the morning and I am walking across town to catch the A Train and Luis Guillorme is moving to the Braves and I think about texting my most recent ex-boyfriend but I don’t.
I like to drive my mom’s car, a white VW convertible Beetle, around in the back roads surrounding my hometown after I run one (1) errand, so at least I feel like I did something.
To take a shower in your own bathroom, washing a plane from your skin with your own products and your own towel and your own setup after some time away, is an unmatched catharsis.